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Karianator
Livejournal, oh how you bring back memories.

What's there to say?
I've changed so very much in the last three months.
I love every second of it.
I'd like to take this chance in telling every one of my protagonists, Thank you.
Thank you for making me fight, for knocking me down, for making me question who I was.
Without that, without the constant wonder of who I was, and why I was so different, I would have surely fallen into the same rut you're in.
I can't tell you how much I love my friends, the ones who found me when I thought it was over.
I can't tell you how much the music means to me, it continues to lead me on, the way it did in the lonely years.
I'm finding myself making more friends, with people i've known for years, and people i've recently met.
New friends are amazing, old friends are gold.
I've also learned that the people who I thought hated me, really don't. They're just frosted over.



 
 
Current Mood: contemplativecontemplative
Current Music: Taylor Swift
 
 
Karianator

Last night I wrote a really angry rant, but the power went out before i could post it.
I'm glad.

Anyways, my car got keyed.
Some pretty mean things are now etched into the side of my car, and I can't get it fixed for awhile.
My dad's going to try and buff it out tomorrow.
I honestly don't know what I've done to these kids.
Let it the fuck go.
I make mistakes, yes, congratulations for figuring that out!

Anyways, I hate teenagers.

 
 
Current Mood: annoyedannoyed
Current Music: From under the cork tree
 
 
Karianator
22 June 2007 @ 10:28 pm
What was the last wedding you went to? Were you in the wedding?

The last wedding I went to was my dad's on april second of 2005.
No, I wasn't in it.
Just my brother and my step sisters.
 
 
Karianator
19 June 2007 @ 11:15 pm
Bleh  

I broke up with him.
It was hard but I feel a lot better.
I'm glad I did it, I really am.


 
 
Karianator
11 June 2007 @ 09:41 pm
Spite. Resentment
That's the feeling.
Glad that you're gone, which makes me mad at myself.
I don't care though.
That's what happens when you take that one thing away from someone, that one thing they've always wanted.
 
 
Current Mood: annoyedannoyed
 
 
Karianator
10 June 2007 @ 10:11 pm
z 5500X3 (10:08:23 pm): well I'm 3.141596% sure about something
xS0NG of glory (10:08:30 pm): hum?
z 5500X3 (10:08:34 pm): Pi
 
 
Karianator
I think I know what you want to hear.

It's amazing.
The sky is pretty.
You mean the world to me.
I'm not homesick at all.
I don't care what happens to him.
I don't care about you at all.
I was wrong.
I'm sorry.



Happy now?
 
 
Current Mood: boredbored
 
 
Karianator
31 May 2007 @ 01:37 pm
Life is happy-sad
Life is breaking my heart and healing scars all at once.
I hate myself for the relationship-screw up that I am.
I hate it!
It's like... You'll always be this part of me, and you'll never be completely out of my head.
 I don't like that.
I've tried other things, tried different types of people but it's like one big path that is just a big circle back to point A.

Insane!
Gah!
I can't wait to go to North Carolina, I won't have to see your face or hear your laugh or anything.
I won't have to think about why i screw things up so badly.

ugh
 
 
 
Karianator
21 May 2007 @ 02:24 pm

I hate that people can't keep their damn mouths shut!
I hate that you have to go around telling everyone I have a boy friend, when it's none of your damn business.
Now I have to explain to my dad what's going on.
I have to listen to constant, annoying refrences to holding hands with friends.
It makes me so mad. I want to retort with "You hold hands with my sister and you're not dating her! Or are you, fucking lesbia!?!" Fuck! It makes me so damn mad.

Today was great, until five minutes ago when I wanted to shoot someone.

Fuck.

 
 
Current Mood: pissed offpissed off
 
 
 
 

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