What's there to say?
I've changed so very much in the last three months.
I love every second of it.
I'd like to take this chance in telling every one of my protagonists, Thank you.
Thank you for making me fight, for knocking me down, for making me question who I was.
Without that, without the constant wonder of who I was, and why I was so different, I would have surely fallen into the same rut you're in.
I can't tell you how much I love my friends, the ones who found me when I thought it was over.
I can't tell you how much the music means to me, it continues to lead me on, the way it did in the lonely years.
I'm finding myself making more friends, with people i've known for years, and people i've recently met.
New friends are amazing, old friends are gold.
I've also learned that the people who I thought hated me, really don't. They're just frosted over.
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